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ive been exploding frogs again
10 January 2015 @ 08:11 am

He was in my dream last night. Hugging me, his hair long, he was so tall and thin. I kept telling him I loved him. It was like he was trying to get away, but I kept on holding him. He suit so thin...it was him in my dreams talking to me omg!!!!

 
 
ive been exploding frogs again
05 January 2015 @ 08:31 pm

I am over everything!

 
 
ive been exploding frogs again
04 January 2015 @ 09:22 pm

I am wearing my dead cousins sweater..I spoke to his sister today, if I could get him to contact me Ithink I would have a messenger to magic on my side. I tried to get nl attention and failed , I hate myself. I am so depressed...I need the gym.

 
 
ive been exploding frogs again
03 January 2015 @ 08:16 pm

.2015. Again. Sad. New years just makes me feel so alone.. ugly,insecure,fat,useless...ugh...

 
 
ive been exploding frogs again
01 January 2015 @ 10:22 am
HNY  

Wow lj is a ghost town. Its a new year, im somehow supposed to start with new things...but lj has been with me since ive been online, and its homey when I want to get away. And I cant let it go. Here I am...so sad...broken...again.

 
 
 
ive been exploding frogs again
07 November 2014 @ 05:52 am
Why can't i ever be noticed? Liked and accepted? I'm always struggling and I think it shows. I do all these artsy things but no one likes them. I ask a question only to get ignored. Why? What makes someone else so much better than me? All i do is for them and then i get pissed on. thanks world. if you don't like me why can't you just come out and say it?
 
 
ive been exploding frogs again
07 November 2014 @ 05:48 am
my logins are the only things that remember me
 
 
ive been exploding frogs again
07 September 2014 @ 08:41 pm
do u hear that sound?? hear..smashed..fucku..
 
 
ive been exploding frogs again
18 August 2014 @ 07:54 pm
the 2 old ladies at work were screaming at each other this morning. it was awkward but hilarious. i scared the new girl, told her what was up.. she's either going to never come back or snitch
 
 
ive been exploding frogs again
16 August 2014 @ 08:05 pm
seriously nuts. i'm overyly obsessesive and just so very negative. people make me do crazy things, if i get close to anyone i want to be 100000 times closer. wtf is wrong with me?? my heart hurts alot because i do these things.